best time of my life

to put some closure on the last entry, everything turned out okay. the incident made me realize how much pey means to me and i'm glad that nothing more painful happened that night. pey and i had one of the most blissful weekends together a couple weeks ago. i love him so much. i just may be the luckiest girl in the world...

along the same lines, i feel like this is the best time of my life. i'm young, healthy, independent, in love, happy, and making progress. no stress of school. knowing that i'm moving on to bigger and better things, i work hard and i'm good at my job. there are endless possibilities ahead with no obligations to hold me back. i have wonderful friends with whom I can share hard times and have great times. the love of my life loves me too and i love dreaming about what our life together will be like. yes, my roommate is moving out suddenly, but i enjoyed our time together and the girl who'll be subletting her room seems to be pretty cool too. it seems like my entire life is in transition, so i'm adjusting to this change with more acceptance than i normally would. i feel so FREE, taking everything in stride. i'm curious if the FSD work has anything to do with it, but i feel like this is how i've lived all my life. it seems almost impossible or dangerous for me to be this high on truly living, but i have faith in myself. i'll just enjoy the ride.

note to self: if ever you feel like life is a struggle, remember how it feels right NOW.

hm, my entries make me seem manic-depressive. how opposite of me.